彼女の人生歌

you know, things aren't that difficult if you look from another perspective. but people always choose to be stubborn and refuse to look elsewhere except from that particular hole, even when there is a roof-view available not far from where they are standing.

why is it just so difficult??? many asked. but when the answer is given, none picked it and continue to ask why why why.

looking at certain situations, they may seem very difficult, very tough and impossible to have a breakthrough. but hey, look around, look UP! you can find a better view and a better space to think about solutions.

we only want to be stuck at our current situation. we only look at current situations. and results will always be, one problem not solved, another problem comes. at the end of the day, you only dwell in SELF-PITYNESS.

STOP PITYING YOURSELF!

everyone has their own problem, their own situations to face. you are not the only one. so, just how long do you want to be stuck in this meaningless thinking/concept? why can't you just open your beautiful eyes and look at the positive, beautiful side?

pull yourself away if you know you are going into something that is not for you. you jolly well know it, so get out. stop standing at the door and wait for the devil to pull you in.

what you didn't know is that, when you look from the top, things are clearer, easier to solve, and you will see so much capacity in yourself that you have. but when you dwell in the old place looking into that small hole, you only see the chaos and the mess that only occupied probably only 1/100 of your capacity.

it is just like a picture, a map. one spot can be taken but others are still free. others are still empty and available. so stop looking at the hole, dwell in your self pityness of WHY IN THE WORLD I MUST GO THROUGH ALL THESE and seriously, JUST MOVE ON.

nah, not gonna blog today.

First week of school = timetable is slack, but loads of events.

sianed lor, everyday at least got 2 bottles of green tea. lol. i think i am addicted to green tea again! shucks. like this is never ending, green tea become my coffee nowadays. (though i dun really drink coffee. lol)

anyway, my internet has been down for quite awhile, and the worse thing is next week i actually have to print my own lecture notes and etc, this is IRRITATING. cause no internet, i can do anything with my laptop. :(

first few lectures are dying man. literally lectures. not even about the topics they are teaching. i rather they just get it over and done with. but oh well, lectures are called lectures for a reason. some teachers simply heck care but some too controlling. no balance lor.

back to people, friends are good. :D class is fun, 17 girls anf 5 guys. all along the classes i've been to, had more guys than girls and now girls are overwhelming. girls power!

finally back to the culture, i really have alot of thoughts in mind. after so long of staying in church's four walls, i'm out to impact the culture. it is really tough. but by God's grace, i am still managing quite well except for some areas which i dun wanna mention here. 

but school is really great. i know something great is gonna happen and i'm looking forward to it. i'm enjoying my poly life till now. lol. not too sure when the full time table hit in, but i believe it will be 3 fruitful years i'm spending in TP.

alrights, shall continue next time. i seriously can't blog without kristen ITC! i dun like arial. -.- 

Pronunciation – Jone/ Ho AN (As you can see, Joan is not just ‘Jone’ but also ‘Jo-ann’.)

Ronia (Hebrew) - Composed of the elements meaning "song; joy" and "God". Hence the meaning "chant of God" or "joy of God".

Pronunciation – Ron Yah (Lol, this one is Ron Yah! But people like to pronoun as Ron-Nia.)

So next time you guys know how to pronoun my name properly. Lol.